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王 向平

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May 31

Whatever,Whenever,Where I still do myself

Whatever,Whenever,Where I still do myself

Sometimes,I can't find the way to my future,I nearly lost myself,comed to the strange place,no parents,no intimate friends,so many words have hidden in the heart,making me crazy.

  I thought that I have loved one girl,but don't know what she think about me,what she feel,what she like,just like blind person.Maybe she just think me who is just a normal friend,it's no possible to be lovers between she and me. Pitiful,my mood has been controled by her.just my feeling.

  OK,OK,I’m so tired,Loving one is a hard work,it will take you so much time away,the time is studying ,working ,sleeping...

Walking along in the Tokyo Without love

Today my parents had ask me to be careful of the love to laetitia,so that western are opening in the love,they don't mind too much on the related between man and women,I said I know,because I don'tknow how to being together with her,supposition if we fall in love,her father is French,mother is peruvian,they can speak French,Spanish,English.I nearly don't know what I should do.

  So I had told my parents,that it's a hard work of love with laetitia.mostly in the Tokyo I will keep single,even if I love her ,there are so many questions between us,in fact I was fear.Love is not just speaking,it will take you much time away,and so give you happiness and sadness.

  From knowing her is just 150 days.saying just a few words.have some photos.

  OK let me do my best to have  better life.

November 11

写在光棍节

哦,寂寞了。
身边没有人,父母都在上班,我却是个宅男,闷在家里,虽然外面的天气不错,可是依然呆在家里,因为在这个城市里没有什么朋友。好朋友们都远在千里之外,这里处处都是方言,不亚于鸟语。钻进公交车,就好像进入一个鸟笼子。
光棍节,也不知道是谁起的名字。我还真是惨,连个11都凑不起来。
其实也没有什么,只是看着朋友到处游玩拍下的美景,让我心里痒痒的很。
 
October 24

Vincent

最近实在是有些无聊,所以一直在看溏心风暴,听着里面的插曲,觉得很好听,至少自己一个人的时候,很放松,好像什么烦恼都没有了,这首Vincent,听了好多遍。

starry, starry night.
paint your palette blue and grey,
look out on a summer's day,
with eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
shadows on the hills,
sketch the trees and the daffodils,
catch the breeze and the winter chills,
in colors on the snowy linen land.

now i understand what you tried to say to me,
how you suffered for your sanity,
how you tried to set them free.
they would not listen, they did not know how.
perhaps they'll listen now.

starry, starry night.
flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
swirling clouds in violet haze,
reflect in vincent's eyes of china blue.
colors changing hue,
morning field of amber grain,
weathered faces lined in pain,
are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

now i understand what you tried to say to me,
how you suffered for your sanity,
how you tried to set them free.
they would not listen, they did not know how.
perhaps they'll listen now.
for they could not love you,
but still your love was true.
and when no hope was left in sight
on that starry, starry night,
you took your life, as lovers often do.
but i could have told you, vincent,
this world was never meant for one
as beautiful as you.

starry, starry night.
portraits hung in empty halls,
frameless head on nameless walls,
with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
like the strangers that you've met,
all the ragged men in the ragged clothes,
the silver thorn of bloody rose,
lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.
now i think i know what you tried to say to me,
how you suffered for your sanity,
how you tried to set them free.
they would not listen, they're not listening still.
perhaps they never will...


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June 30

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    眨眼,让眼泪流下,四年的时光飞驰而过。不留痕迹。

    27日的散伙饭,让与会者统统泪流,好惨,本来想要笑嘻嘻的挺过去,可惜,包房里面装下的是一只只兔子,通红通红的眼睛,泪流过,剩下的就是泪痕与不舍。
    五箱啤酒,两瓶白酒,十多个摔碎的玻璃杯,让包房里充满的酒精的气味。也许正是因为他们的刺激才能够让眼泪肆无忌惮的滚滚而下。
    酒足饭饱之后,就是体育运动,跑到迪吧狠狠地疯狂了一晚,在嘈杂的震耳欲聋的音乐声中,将从酒店出来后吐剩下的,胃中残留的酒精半点不留浇向了花花草草,但愿它们的吸收能力比较好。在DJ引领之下,疯了一般的蹦跶了2个小时,之后残留下来的是小腿的酸胀和喉咙的嘶哑。
    凌晨2点,迪吧散场,我们呼呼啦啦的走出大门后,就一屁股坐在了马路边上。宣泄着,牢骚着。
    打车,本来想洗澡,将一身的酒臭味洗去,结果却跑到包房里,玩起了麻将,只是好长时间都没有插上手,跑到床上睡了起来。等到醒的时候,天阴沉沉的,雷声轰轰隆隆的,下起来的雨就像是在泼水,一发而不可收拾,暗自庆幸没有被大雨拍到。
    是不是伤感传达到了天上,于是雨顺其自然的瓢泼而至。

May 30

最近天一直在哭

       在这个我不喜欢的城市生活了四年了,总是看着别人的文章,说对于曾经生活的城市是多么怀念之类。我想当我离开这里的时候一点都不会怀念这里。真的,那天打车回学校,住了四年的街道却一直说不出来名字,让司机师傅好一阵为难。

      今年发生了好多事,有喜有悲,但是悲多过于喜,都说瑞雪兆丰年,今年的大雪灾让粮食物价飞涨,然后火车出轨,最西半边又不安静,西南角有轰轰烈烈地抖了抖,这下子世界都在看中国,有同情的,有幸灾乐祸的,还有的种种就不必细言了。

       这个地方,前一段时间扬尘,天是灰蒙蒙的,然后又不断地下雨,掉下来的都是泥点,衣服算是白洗了。从进入五月份天就一直在哭,哭得淅淅沥沥的,不停不休,真搞不明白这究竟是哪里。

May 19

有点没心没肺

     今天是全国哀悼日的第一天,中午的时候警报突然长鸣,不知所以的还以为有什么空袭。后来买了网卡以后上网才知道,19-21日是全国哀悼日。说真的,对于地震,感觉上很遥远,想象不到地震恐怖,只是看着网站上的死亡数字之后,心里没来由的就是一股凉气。像往常看过了,就不管了,用手机发短信捐了款尽了一份义务。然后继续浏览,结果好多常去的网站都变成了黑白的画面,肃穆。

April 03

清明 墓志铭

清明节(4月4日)快到了, "如果你死后,墓志铭打算写点啥?"以下是一些回复:
1.一居室,求合租,面议。
2.小事招魂,大事挖坟。
3.我觉得我还可以抢救一下!
4.广告位招租
5.提供鞭尸服务,一次100!
6.基因重组中,请稍候二十年
7.单挑冥王哈迪斯中,征求组队!
8.牧师,帮我复活一下下,谢谢,坐标××.××。
9.当你看清这行字的时候:朋友,你踩到我了。
10.老子终于不用怕鬼了!
11.给爷笑一个,要不爷给你笑一个?
12.神农氏的墓志铭:我靠!这草有毒!
13.摸骨算命
14.陪聊,提供夜间上门服务。
15.还看,你丫也会有这一天的
16.我從前是個胖子,現在和所有躺著的人一樣有骨感。
17.終於可以失掉身體80的水分,可以變瘦了!
18.强力推荐这个给我挖坑的,电话:xxxxxxxxx
19.曾经很黄很暴力,现在很黑很安静
20.谢谢来访,改日登门回拜.呵呵
21.来客请便,无人倒茶,站累躺下一起聊聊?
22.终于解决住房问题了

 

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